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All my actions will remain indefinite

and are subjected to change

they say that there is something in the forest

something there they don't know

But, I don't know

I just

go

Every now and then I have to read

All i see are blurry lines of words and words,

referring particularly to those stale reports.

I read through a few sentences

and get lost, not remembering

what i read a few words ago.

It makes it hard to progress.

He chuckles because he finds his own disabilities funny.

He enjoys the hot water pouring down his back

and the steam fogging the white lights of a white tiled room.

It is pitifully the only place to think, where

the thoughts wont go away.

I wish I had a book to note every single detail down

Or someone else in the room to do it for me

as he mumbles away to himself.

the sink hole, dusty shaver, the system, questionnaires,

the 9 hexagon tiles which came to a pattern in your mind

the tooth paste, the dusty shaver.

They never stay.

At least the notebook stays dry.

I like the sounds when the neighborhood howls,

it goes to show some of their instincts remain.

People from where I am from say they see things,

they howl because they they see dead pixies.

I like the chills.

Mostly, the good guys dies

because you die a hero or

live long enough to see yourself become the villain.

Something from that movie

Me starting to see how it relates to reality.

Now me thinks those people who judge Mr.M are pretty dumb.

The phone vibrates next door.

You would say it is some kind of fear or

something less than...Large as that.

I would call it over analytical or attentive, ridiculously.

I think writing all your thoughts before you sleep is bad idea.

All those years of gathered sweat, gum, rotten milk and dirt

are likely to stay on your hand as you put down the pen.

More than likely, you are gonna touch your face whether

in your inactive state or when you wake the next day.

If you want somebody to listen to you

Then get yourself a vacuum cleaner.

You don't get it? Don't ask me I'm just a messenger.

So, starting to get annoyed with red zigzaggy lines?

How was I suppose to know vacume

was spelled with 2 you's instead of 2 see's.

You know,

you should take what I say less seriously next time.

Animal farm

The system

time

you do this you do that

time again

not any more

Cold sweat leaks from cheek.

One bad thing leads to a good thing.

Another bad thing leads to another good thing.

So bad things are actually good for you.

Didi